Minus-Wings

^ That? Yes. That is what happens when my Belgium and I get to talking about the people we love. And I've decided that I'm gonna support her until forever so she can get with that person she loves! Because somebody's gotta support us loveless ones, huh? XP Also, I can honestly say my scanner's broken. So... I've tried five times to upload my entire sketchbook. And the scanner won't scan. I'm gonna find an applicable one at school.

You know what's annoying? I've got to thinking about it lately. I seem to have this anxiety about the internet. I didn't used to. I used to be all over the web, chatting and roleplaying and gaia-ing and stuff. Now I'm terrified and uncomfortable when it comes to roleplaying. So I just sit there and watch everyone else chat. Anyone from the old Earthbound RP can attest to that. I understand why. I mean, a few years ago some creepy online person said creepy stuff to me and freaked me out. But I wish I didn't feel so weird about the internet now. I'm scared to post things, apply for RP groups, join forums, put up my fanfiction. .

Oye'! Pay attention to me! -pout- Hee~ I can't tell whether life is good or bad right now. . . Good: For the first time in a week or more, I feel good and alright. Things feel okay, even if they're not. I'm getting my old spirit back. I mean, I have to be honest with myself in saying that it's gotta grow. I can't just go back to being vivacious and strong in a day, but at least I have the will to proceed now. And if I'm tough, even if the situation isn't fine, I will be. Bad: We've got no money, or cars all broke down at the same time, and my dad just went to the hospital after having a heart attack and we learned that he has diabetes